Welcoe Reflections. Yes, you are within a supportive community now. We have all suffered and are all looking for ways to get those blessed momens ofrelief and understanding about our conditions.
My aniety started when I was about your age and has run on and off throughout my entire life. i am now a grandmother, so you can see all my fears have been for naught, but it started up again strongly when my grandchildren were born. I think it has something to do with the strong sense of responsibiity I have for them. I worry about illnesses and accidents.
Try to relaax and be with as many people as possible...and do join the chat room. It is a supportive group of lovely people. We are not so different from all the other people in the world, just a bit quirkier.
I hope you are in therapy and taking medication, and please be sure to talk about your condition with people who understand. THis helps, too.
I wish you all the luck possible in fighting the good fight and enjoying your life.