I'm 16 years old and I have been feeling that I can't find my place at social groups, that I can't be interesting enough for another people. First, I think my way to pursuit interests is twisted in relation to how other people do it. I like fantasy stories, games, arts and everything, but mostly of the o time I just can't search for new things. Even the not-so-nice guys in my classroom must have watched way more films than me. And when I turn to my true friends, I get really overwhelmed because they know WAAAAAAY MORE things than I do, and I feel dull and boring. On everything: books, films, sitcoms etc. And I feel so confused because their likings match with mine, but I just can't go looking for I want, as if I were procastinating against my own interests! Well, I like to make people laugh and I can do it rather easily, and I have a penchant for everything science-related, but even then; I feel that I could never get deep knowledge in the fields I like. And this year is making this problem worse, because I'm very busy with calculus courses and other preparatory courses from high school; I want to make a "final sprint" so I can reach university for sure.