angsty THANK YOU SO MUCH! You gave me so good advice, I feel much better now knowing other people have similar s.it going on in their heads. I'm not happy you have it too,it's just gave me hope we can live normal with that.
The only problem with these thoughts is that I lost somehow selfcoinfidence,I watch other women of my ages who smile,going to shooping,coocing etc.living normal lives,and then I tink ,they are all fine and good,they are living in the moment ,so I feel insane and less worth compared to them,because I'm sure they do not have these thoughts for example. As I'm not worth as human because if I told my thoughts to people without intrusive thoughts,they would say "you are sick" lol. But,I will try to not to hate myself because of that.
Christina,thanks for the video,really nice,I hope you gonna feel better too,please do not give up,never. My English is terrible,but I hope you uderstand,I'm from Serbia and our famous nobel prize writter told this: "With internal struggle that man fought up in himself and the unknown forces in himself, applies more than anywhere rule: Do not give up ever."