For those who don't know, heres a quick back story.
I've had anxiety since 2011, but it was very much under control until February of this year. In February I started having symptoms that I never had before. I had an almost fatal car accident in December, but didn't really feel like it shook me as much as it could have. I've made two ER visits and CONSTANT visits to my regular doctor in the Past two months. Im currently on Klonopin and Buspar. I've been on said medications for about the past 3 1/2 weeks or so. These medicines have worked, but at the same time really had me feeling drugged.
I've had a change in my bowel movements since taking these medications and just assumed it was that. But as of late (probably the last 2 weeks or so) I've been feeling incredibly dizzy and out of it at night time (and during the day as well). I've pretty much become a hermit.
Im convinced something is seriously wrong. Constant Headaches. Twitching of my eyes. Feeling dizzy/ out of it. Hard breathing. Some sort of weird kind of chills that don't feel like im cold, but instead just a weird sensation in my body that's almost like a chill.
At this point, my family has been supportive, but they are wearing thin of me constantly saying something is wrong. I had blood work, a rectal swab and a urine test, all negative for anything too serious. Yet I still am CONVINCED that my symptoms are something more. I just want to be normal. Im tired of feeling scared. I just don't know what to do or how to go about setting up tests to see if something is really wrong.
Am I crazy? Is it all just really in my head? I honestly do not know how much longer I can continue to live like this. It has become so hard just to get through a day without feeling so messed up.