I am very afraid that I'm Schizophrenic and no matter what I do, I can't shake it. I question every single thing I hear, and earlier in the shower I kept thinking I hear my dad say my name and had the urge to check, even though I knew he wasn't saying it. My ears are constantly ringing and sometimes there will be noises that I hear and my mom can't. For example I heard a bird chirping earlier and asked my mom and she said she didn't hear it. My days are emotional roller coasters and I would almost rather just be diagnosed with the freaking disorder than have to sit here and worry about it all day. If I hear something outside I'll ask my mom if she heard and then I'll keep playing the sound over and over in my head. I don't know if Schizophrenics can hear sounds or do they hear noises as well. This fear is effecting every part of my life all the time.