I'm in so much physical and mental pain it's just fuckin overwhelming, I'm so dizzy and foggy headed and feel so hopeless and alone, I feel like the sky is so heavy when I leave the house, I want my fuckin brain back. I just wanna sleep. I'm so tired of this, I can't see my way out of this. I'm suppose to go back on my medication but I have all this weird physical ***** going on. I just want my brain back, I feel dead inside. I wanna crawl out of my skin.