Ok, so I was actually gradually getting over my irrational fears when suddenly, my overactive mind comes into play and makes up a totally new situation, so now I think I have hiv, Again!! Ok so here's the story... About 4-5 months ago I had this crazy fear in my mind thinking I had hiv from previous sexual encounters.. Anyway, I got my bloods checked at my local GP and everything come back normal... I however didn't believe the test so I went to a Terrence Higgins trust place to get testes again... Again this 4gen test come back NEGATIVE.. it was a huge weight of my shoulders and I felt fine. Up until about a week ago when I got a sore throat.. then when that disappeared, I have just one swollen gland on my left side of neck.. I'm making up stories in my head thinking. What if the person who tested me at THT, accidently or on purpose give me hiv.. I mean I didn't see anything conspicuous and he actuallyseemed like a nice guy. TThere's just something in my mind telling me he could have give it me when he was wiping my finger, or he could of pricked himself then try to rub it across my pinprick hole.. they sound so stupid, but are causing me to think more and when I can't remember thats when I panic... He also took the blood from the left hand, I'm thiking its weird I have a swollen gland on my left side and a sore throat that was just on my left side... Am I being silly? Overthing? I mean I actually rang THT and asked them if it was possible to contract hiv through the person testing me, he didn't seem happy I asked him and was quite offended. Which only added to my worries more cause it got me thinking more.