I'm going to my specialist to get results for my MRI this Monday. It feels like the longer I wait, the worse things get. Monday isn't far away but it feels like I'll never reach it. I keep feeling like I'm waiting for my execution. I mean, they'd call me early if it was something serious, right? Or would they really just wait until my appointment to tell me anything? I don't know how any of this works! I hoped SO bad that I'd get results the day of my MRI, but no, MORE waiting!
They said the masses in my hand were very clear in the scan, is that good or bad? I can't stop thinking like this and its affecting my health, appetite, focus, everything. I keep feeling new aches and a numbness in my right shoulder that's been there since Thursday I'm convinced is from my hand, even though that's crazy. I'd feel a lump or something if that was the case, right? Besides the lumps in my hands, I mean.
I'm sure plenty of you have been where I am. How did you cope?