I know that if you get a pain only when you move then it's going to be something musuclar isn't it? I know how the chemicals from the fight or flight response and anxiety cause muslce spams and muscle aches.
Just that sometimes, when it's in a new location it makes me worry. Last night randomly I got very bad back pain. But you know what? I laughed it off, it was rather hilarious that moving and bending down was hurting. I thought to myself that this is what it'd be like to be old.
But today the past 2 hours I get a loin pain. Again only when I move. So it must be musuclar but I assume something like kidney failure. Truly I don't help myself at times. There's nothing rational about that at all. If I had kidney failure i'd be awash with toxins and feeling terrible and peeing brown or god knows what else and sweating and fever. But no, some discomfort when i walk isn't going to be that and yet. I can't seem to convince myself of it because its a pain in a new location.