I see so many posts on here that basically are titled, think I have MS today, or today I fear lung cancer. I only wish I had a fear that lasted a day or two, then moved I to sonething else. Then perhaps I could accept anxiety as my main issues. But I fear lymphoma and have for 4 and a half months. My fear doesn't change, never really goes away. I feel like I only get more symptoms. Now I keep clearing my throat constantly. For 3 days now. I have some mucous in my lungs that's hard to bring up. Anothe thing to point to and say, hey this fits into my lymphoma fear perfectly. I could very well have a chest tumor that has grown big enough since my last chest X-ray 3 months ago. There's no escape from my fear. Never a day off. I already take lexapro, I already have another therapy session scheduled. I keep seeing my GP over and over. Ultrasounds, X-rays, full labwork, even specialized blood tests checking for lymphoma markers. It's not good enough.i believe might sweats are serious. I'm seeing an OB now since I'm preg and had full CBC and metabolic panel run again and the only thing off was my vitamin D, which the nurse says she tells at least 6 pregnant women a day. I just feel like I'll never escape this hole until I'm so sick and dying it's too late. Then finally a doctor will listen to me. Only, it will be too late.