Hi everyone, this is my first post so I hope I am doing everything correctly!
Anyway, I am a 17 year old female and have constantly feared for my health ever since I could remember. More recently, starting on the first week of summer vacation last year (around June) I started to have a "weird" feeling in my stomach. No explanation but I thought it was the end of the world and I had some kind of terminal disease. It went away after a week and didn't return until the first week of October of last year. Ever since then I have had the same feeling gnawing at me. It feels like somewhat of a pressure in my stomach, sides, lower back, etc. It's not really pain but I just feel like it's "there". Every now and then I will run my hand down my stomach pushing on it slightly and I'll feel a slight pain that will set off more anxiety and so on. -No one is probably understanding this, lol.- It doesn't wake me up in the middle of the night but right when I wake up my mind is like "remember your stomach feels weird! don't forget to think about it all day!". This gives me constant depression and I never want to do anything anymore. It just feels like what's the point if I'm just going to die from this anyway. But this worrying is so normal for me it's sick. Last month I had a teeny bump on my breast that I could swear to anyone it was cancer but it ended up just being a pimple. But because I thought it was worse than that, my stomach problems went away and under my arms & breast started to get this same "feeling". But now that this pimple is going away, the feeling has gone back to my stomach and sides.
I've been to the doctor for blood tests (which was around three years ago for another problem), x ray, regular check up, and everything came back normal. I just feel like I have to have every test done to me and come back normal before I can let this go. My parents are sick of me always wanting to go to the doctor so that's why I'm here. I just feel helpless.