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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #10 on: March 13, 2014, 01:12:23 PM »
Now I'm terrified to wean off them
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #11 on: March 13, 2014, 01:16:25 PM »
My legs keep falling asleep very easily and are now very tingly... I'm starting to think there actually giving me anxiety, I know it's rare but I think I'm having like paradoxical effects.
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #12 on: March 13, 2014, 01:17:57 PM »
There somehow making me feel worse.
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #13 on: March 13, 2014, 01:28:39 PM »
Now I wanna fuckin cry I feel trapped now cause of stories I hear, I'm afraid I'm gonna die or have a seizure or something wtf, I knew I shouldn't have started taking this *****
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #14 on: March 13, 2014, 01:35:26 PM »
I gotta start effexor soon, I want off these, someone help me wtf now I feel like I'm gonna be trapped on them.
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #15 on: March 13, 2014, 01:38:57 PM »
Idk wtf to do this is awful
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #16 on: March 13, 2014, 02:08:26 PM »
Benzo paradox is actually really common. You aren't going to die or have a seizure. Look up flumazanil. It is a benzo antagonist and there is lots of success for rapid benzo detox. Just something to check out. Go admit yourself to a psychiatric hospital and there they can help you. Effexor may not even be the best med for you. They may want to try other meds. Take a leap of faith and get yourself some help bro. I know you're scared. You WILL be ok man.
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #17 on: March 13, 2014, 03:59:45 PM »
I was on it for 6 years and did great I'm just hoping it works this time.
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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #18 on: March 13, 2014, 06:31:36 PM »
The way I see it is you have 2 choices. You can quit, throw in the towel and let this thing win... Or you dig deep and FIGHT. You came here seeking answers. Most of us can relate to you which is why we want to help. We can't do it for you though. We can only support you through this battle. You have a long road ahead and if you want your life back you may have to fight tooth and nail but it will be worth it. You may have a mental illness but the illness isn't you. It doesn't define you. You and you alone dictate your future not this sickness. Fight man. Your family doesn't get it? Pitty on them. They need to be educated and shown you can't control how you are feeling and that it isn't your fault. I may not know you but you are a fellow human being and I care about you and don't want to see you suffer any longer. I know you have fight in you or you wouldn't have even come here. If you are afraid of doing this alone message me. I'll be your friend. I'll understand. I wont grow tired of you because I know. Trust me, I know. I also know you can be helped and this doesn't have to be forever. So get help immediately. Not tomorrow. Not next week. NOW! And keep us posted man.

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Re: I can't live like this anymore.... So god damn painful
« Reply #19 on: March 13, 2014, 08:52:49 PM »
hey, i completely understand, there was a phase where i was like this too..what you need to know now..is that because ur at rock bottom..things can only get better from here..the only way is up...embrace and dont be afraid of your symptoms..u can get help but u will only surpass this on your own free will. My best advice to you is this...stop thinking about things, stop caring about health or dying...go out there one day at a time and stop giving a ***** about all worthless crap thats making you feel like this..sit down somewhere in public and take a look at people..one by one...and ull finally realize and laugh to yourself and see..that we are all the same..all with problems..but we all get on with life..i hope this inspires you
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