I have always suffered from severe health anxiety as long as I can remember. Well a couple months ago my doctor found a mass on my ovaries. It is very complex and has more than one side so they don't think its a cyst. I am having surgery in the morning to have it and most likely my left ovary removed. I am TERRIFIED to say the very least. I have fully convinced myself that I am not going to wake up from the general anesthesia and if that doesn't happen that I will definitely wake up during the surgery unable to move. I have actually convinced myself so much that I am going to die during surgery that all I have been doing is crying. I literally feel like I am living the last night of my life right now.
My question is, has anyone gone through surgery and felt this scared and convinced that they wouldn't wake up? I know I cannot be the only one.
Thank you all for reading and in advance for any advice/kind words!