So Sunday I got up early and went to the store. I got on the highway and passed what was an accident that had occurred on the other side. I could tell by the vehicle that the chances of this person living was very unlikely. Sure enough when I got home I found out that he had passed away.
Then while on ***** a friend from school posted that her children's father was killed the day before after being struck by a car.
THEN another person posted on behalf of another school mate who had lost her husband. While looking into the first friends ex-husband I read about an accident that occurred early Saturday morning.
I had this feeling that this could possibly be the other girls husband. Later that day I found out it was indeed.
Both these men left behind small children and I am just heartbroken for their families.
It's scary thinking that I had a feeling it was him and it turns out it was. This isn't the first time I have had these feelings.
As a child I always feared death still do. One summer while playing with the girl next door to my grandparents in their basement I told the friend out of the blue she needed to leave. I needed to spend time with my grandfather because he was going to die.
Sadly he passed away the following summer from cancer. Ever since the age of 13 I have always feared that child birth would kill me. It almost did the first time and sadly my son did not live. I went on to have two healthy pregnancies/children years later.
I suffer from HA and just can't seem to shake these little things that I have been right about.