I don't know why this is freaking me out so much. I know it's really not that likely, but I am super close to having a full blown panic attack yet again. My throat is kinda scratchy and my neck is a little sore and I am so scared that it is an ameba just lodging in my sinus. I am trying to be logical here but it is not working! The lines had been run recently, it was after a patient but I had already disinfected the area, it didn't shoot a lot of water into my nose, it is distilled water that goes through various hoses. The only thing that worries me is biofilm and amebas residing in it. If that is possible.
I mean, I've seen patients accidentally get water up their nose but they never worry.
I don't know what to do right now. How can I calm down? I don't have an appointment with my new therapist until two weeks from now.