I sent you an e-mail if you ever want to dump out onto there and skip the 3 message thing.
Yeah I definitely don't mean to pry on your situation, I've always wondered what it was like to be OCD, everyone says they are but I think it's really just attention seeking and it's rather annoying, especially because there are people like you as well as others who actually struggle with such a thing. That's got to be tough, seeing things that you want to fix change or see things that make you uncomfortable,
This is all new to me, So do you always feel the need to constantly wash your hands? is it like a germ phobia?