let me introduce myself. I have a lot of insecurities and fears that I struggle to deal with. It makes it very hard on the people around me which worries me even more. I afraid that people will get tired of me and get rid of me, among other things. I shouldn't think that and I feel guilty just typing it. I wish I had someone to talk to. my mother doesn't like to listen to me talk about the things that worry me since they are often paranoid and irrational. she thinks I need to start going to the gym and dating. I recently moved back home from college and I don't have any friends here and I don't have anyone to talk to. I recently started going to a church group for young adults. I hope I meet a friend there.