Forgot to say, I don't see bloating on you...I am slender like you , and may look bloated after eating because of it. Do you think you are bloated all the time or just after you eat? What are your concerns with your weight? Can you clarify?
When I was younger I had a weird thing going on with my body image, and not feeling quite perfect enough, always having an issue with my body. I went into depth about it in a previous post. But my battle with myself lasted about 7 years or so until I finally woke up to the fact that I was harming myself more than anything. The answer I came up with t help myself was to stop obsessing about what I ate, stop exercising so much, and just relax.
I hope you are not thinking about yourself in that way....:)