I'm 19 and I have many moles all over my body but most of them appear to be normal. The biggest mole I have is under my eye and I have had it for as long as I can remember. It's brown in color, smaller than a pencil eraser, and you can clearly tell that it's round, but recently I've noticed that there are lighter brown parts surrounding it that make it seem less rounded. It doesn't appear to be asymmetrical or have any other sign of melanoma but I know that blurred edges are a sign and ever since noticing this I have not been able to stop Googling and I'm convinced I'm dying of melanoma
I can't tell if it's always been like this or if it's a recent change and it's driving me crazy.
Now I can't stop checking all of my moles and I'm convinced they are all developing into melanomas as well. I'm olive skinned and no one in my family has had melanoma, so I believe my only risk factor is having many other moles. My mother also has a lot of moles and has had some removed before but from what I know they were all benign. I know my best option is to see a dermatologist but I have a lot of anxiety about getting them checked out and finding out something is wrong.