I have constant worry about dying from a brain disease. I try to relax exercise, eat really healthy, but I constantly 247 symptom check everything. How i walk,how I see, how my heart feels, my balance, im constantly repeating checks/tests/ about my gait, balance and general well being. If I am tired I get worried, if I fee off balance I get scared. My headaches now tend to not be very painful but general and annoying but I now get very nauseas and feel like i wanna puke but never do. I have been a competitive athlete for the past few years at the ripe age of 37 I have lots of aches, pains, twitches, and neck issues from Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. The problem is I don't know whats going on anymore, its it sports related, its it brain related? Should I feel this way should I not my brain just rolls on and on. The worst part is when I feel scared of a sudden death, I get tired, groggy, tired when shopping like I will pass out then I panic and think I might die, I get tingles, trouble spitting out words, trouble reading you name it it feels like im simply not processing things right at times. Sometimes it feels like my lip or face gets numb not like the dentist but a buzzy like numb that goes all the way into my left arm and leg, can anyone relate to this?? This just doesnt seem like its anxiety im not stressed or worried about anything but my health!!