Today i got a random letter from my GI doctor saying my Ultrasound came back negative and if any other pain exists i can go to him. I also found out that an endoscope goes into the duodenal which can detect Pancreatic Cancer cells early, but for some reason I'm still worried. I want to be happy again, i want to live a happy life and be with my family and do the things i use to do - even though i was always a negative person at heart and really never thought anything of myself. I always get these pains on my left and right side of my Abdomin still.. and I don't know what pancreatic cancer back pain is like but i can't stand the back pain much longer... I really can't its not too painful but it's really annoying... I am tired of feeling depressed and scared.