So sorry to hear you are struggling. This is a great place to come to get some support and read through posts and see what others have done to help themselves through this and try a few of their ideas for yourself. Regarding trying medications, have you seen a psychiatrist? Often times they are much better at prescribing the meds than our GP's are....might consider that if you haven't already! We also have a chat room here, and if you are over 18, you should come on it and give it a try. There's always someone there and it's a great distraction when you are feeling anxious. Glad to have you here!!