I am just in a total rut right now and I don't know if I will ever get out of it. I have quite a story but no one seems to get it or understand.
I will just start with my workplace and then go from there because it's all connected. I absolutely loathe my job because none of my bosses nor the owner will listen to me. I started school this January and I wanted to only work for 3 days so I could focus on my school, but NONE of them will listen to me. They schedule me whenever the heck they feel like it and in doing so, I don't have the time to do my schoolwork and therefore my grades are starting to slip already because I have at least 2 hours of homework a night and I have 3 classes total...which may not seem like a lot but I didn't think so at first but it really is.
The cost of school is awful too and I don't want to take out a student loan because of the enormous debt. I tell my parents about this and my mom scolded me because I spend my money on ridiculous things. I spend my money on items that my family needs because sometimes my mom can't afford it and I buy it so she doesn't have to. And my dad says that he paid for school himself so I should be able to as well. Well he went to college 41 years ago...I think prices have changed quite a bit, but what do I know. Anyway, I don't know how much more of this stress I can take because work is beyond worth it and school is crushing me because I have already spent a pretty penny (for tuition and fees for the first semester) and I know I will fail because I work so much that I don't want to do any schoolwork. This happened in high school as well and I swore to myself that I wouldn't let work get in the way, but if I am scheduled against my will I don't really have a choice. I am honestly considering quitting if that's what it takes. But, then there's the cost of school. But, like I said before, my parents think that school costs the same as 41 years ago.
Everyone says that I'm just being dramatic but honestly I have exhausted every other option I can think of. I have spoken with my parents, my bosses, etc. and no one gets it. What am I suppose to do if no one cares?