And i came to a conclusion this all has to be mind over matter. Why am i thinking this? well here's why
Back in November when all of this first went down It was a very stressful month for me, living in a new apartment, having a three month old daughter, having my girlfriend's family on my back because I'm jobless and i use to have a construction and custodial job before i moved out here in Long Island. So there was a lot of stress going on in my life and i was really depressed and unhappy living here without my family near by, One night me and my lady were watching The Hobbit and i had a craving for cookies, I ate a whole box of chocolate chip cookies and this was at 11pm at night, I had a horrible stomach ache so i drank Chamomile tea to calm my stomach down. Every day was a stressful day for me where i live now so the next day once again I was unhappy and depressed but i was feeling okay with my stomach, until after dinner then i started to feel a bit messed up. So I was laying on the couch watching Justice League: Doom on netflix, then i ran to the bathroom, i spit in the sink because i felt like i had to spit up phlegm and it was dark. I was freaking out, so i did it again saying wait what is going on with me, that time it was red. So i was in constant panic thinking oh crap i hope i don't have stomach cancer. I was freaking out so bad that the next day my girlfriend brought me to the hospital, i got blood work and everything came out fine. They gave me Omeprazole and sent me home.
But what was really weird about this whole story is the antacids didn't work. I've had Gastritis before and cured it with a diet and antacid medication, but what was going on with me at this time the meds weren't really working that well, so that scared me also and i was thinking i could have another type of cancer. Each week I felt a new symptom as well, first it was my stomach, then i felt ulcer pains, then i felt a burning gut, then i had diarrhea and on and on... This had my mind racing like hell thinking i could have Colitis, or Crohn's disease, Colon cancer even. I went through every disease that came up online and it didn't make me feel any better, as matter of fact that made me feel much worse. So i went to the hospital about 3 or 4 times and each time i went i got sent home because my blood and my vitals were great. Then i went to my primary care doctor and he gave me a referral to a GI doctor which was THIS MONTH February, i couldn't wait that long so my mother found one somewhere else for me where she lives (upstate new york) and that was in January... and pretty much you guys know the rest of my story the doctor found nothing wrong in my endoscope, biopsy, lower intestine, and with a Ultrasound. So i am really trying to seek help because i feel like i did this to myself with stressing myself out for months.