Ok, so these last few months I haven't been working because i'm in the process of joining the military, I kind of just been Sleeping, Eating, Computer and working out. Lately i've been getting strange pains ,all over my body, sharp pains in my head that come and go ETC, i've convinced myself im riddled with cancer and its consuming my life, I am going to get checked soon. The only other explanation I can onthink of is, about a month ago I went through 2 months of sleeping on a couch, maybe my neck and my back is messed up, i've always had pretty bad posture. I'm absolutely terrified of going to go get checked, I don't want to hear the doctors tell me i'm going to die soon. Lately i've been thinking there is no point at all to life, I think about my health and death 24/7. I took a test and it came back I was a "hyper sensitive" person. All day everyday, I think about my health/death. I've been thinking about ***** and really can't seem to find a point of life, I believe its pointless and i've just been torturing myself these last 2 months. I'm absolutely terrified and I don't know what to do, its consuming my happiness, my life and my thoughts. I'm making a doctors appointment tomorrow and am absolutely terrified, what can I do to calm down?