Last week i went to get an Upper Endoscopy done, when the test was over the doctor comes up to me and says there's no cancer cells in your digestive track, or in your body at all. I went to get this done because i suffer with Gastritis for about 5 years and i thought i had an ulcer or something because i had burning above my bellybutton. So when the results came back that i have nothing wrong with me i was relieved but at the same time very confused, he then scheduled a Ultrasound just to make sure nothings wrong. As i was waiting to get my Upper Endoscopy i was a nervous wreck scared out of my mind that i had something seriously wrong with me, i was so nervous i thought i was going to give myself a heart attack. So after that, my girlfriend decided to celebrate lets go to red lobster and have some seafood and have a night to ourselves, but the whole time i was out i was worried about how the biopsy results were gonna come back. Later that night i was in such a great mood i was playing with my girlfriend laughing and all that good stuff, then at 3:00am i get woken up but such horrible upper abdominal pain it felt like i was having a heart attack. I woke up and in about 10 min it went away, so from then on i was thinking this could be Pancreatitis because i had fatty food and i got a sharp pain in my abdominal. That made me even more nervous because of reading i could be in the hospital for three days because of it, so then the night before my ultrasound i had another attack of this and this time it moved right to my back. I was crying in pain. Then i thought to myself oh my god i hope i don't have cancer. So then the day of my Ultrasound came and i'm telling the technician about the pain i had and she was trying to relax me, and she didn't look too concerned when she was doing the exam, that made me feel a little more relaxed but the backpain was still there and so after that whole thing i came home ate dinner, laughed a little then when i looked up on the computer the symptoms i were experiencing... Pancreatic Cancer came up. I was devastated. I was so upset, i closed myself in my room and cried. The next day i felt so sick like i had the flu, i couldn't get up, i had no appetite, all i wanted to do was sleep and it lasted like that for 4 days. Each day i also got a new symptom, i had a sharp lower back pain, itchiness started to happen, i had floating stool and diarrhea and i also developed nausea. My family and my girlfriend are telling me this is all mental and stress that is doing this to me, and then finally the results came back of the Ultrasound and everything came back good, so this puzzled me even more. If this came back good how in the world am i feeling like this, and developing more symptoms each day? Til today i keep trying not to think about it much, but now when i lay down i feel nauseated that i can't sleep at night... I am so scared i don't want to die. I have a 5 month old daughter whom i love so much i can't bare to see her grow up without me.... that little girl means the world to me..