I'm new here obviously I'm introducing myself. I'm sorry I guess I'm just a little nervous.
A little about myself. Well I'm 20 years old and a junior in college. I'm currently trying to get certified for a vet tech position. I played softball for 16 years and just recently switched my view from sports to music. I am in the local community choir and am excited to learn the ins and outs. I have played baseball, basketball, volleyball, and softball. I am for all intensive purposes a book worm. I love to draw, write, scrapbook and am trying to learn how to play the Guitar. I am very much an animal person. Currently I am the proud owner of four cats, a dog, and several birds. I am totally blanking on anything else. If you want to know anything else just ask
A little about why I'm here? Well like many of the people on this site I have been dealing with a general anxiety disorder and have some depressive tendencies? If that is the best way to put it. I have been going to see a therapist for a little less then a year I think. He encourages me to reach out and try to talk to people. Except this week I realized my friends had no interest in caring what I had to say. I just recently lost my Grandma, broke up with my boyfriend of three years, switched schools, and ran out of my medication. All of which has not made this any easier. I have been dealing with this since at least high school. And since I ran out of my medicine it has gotten worse. I am trying to get into my doctor but I have to say I am not found of being on medication. If anyone has any reassurance there I could use it. Symptoms I guess could be helpful. Lately my moods have been changing more then some people change their clothes. I will end up usually so anxious that my chest and stomach start to hurt, there are some days I feel like there is just a tremendous weight on my chest and I cant breath. I have been really jumpy lately. Seeing or hearing things. Like out of the corner of my eye type stuff. I really cant think of anything else right now. Like I said if anything else is needed to know just ask.
That's kinda me in a nut shell. Thanks for listening I really hope this will help me in the long run