not crazy

[barbrn]

no not crazy just obssessed and scared.  do you have ocd?  sounds a little like it.  you are obssessing over ms just like i do.  one time i thought one of my arms was weaker than the other one.  my mind was playing tricks on me.  because you know the symptoms of ms you are constantly interpreting every little thing to being ms.  what most peoiple would shrug off you go straight into panic mode.  Your symptoms are Vague!  Thats what i have been told.  one time i told a doc that my feet felt a little tingly and he smiled and said if you had ms you would know it...they would be extrememlly tingly.

[sda]

Thanks for the reply, yes I think I have OCD, never been officially diagnosed but I have done things all my life that would point to that and my mom and sister bother have OCD and depression.  Neither of them suffer from anxiety like I do, maybe they did when they were younger and before they went on meds....I know I have mentioned this several times in my last posts but it is my time of the month.....and it seems that around that time, I always have a meltdown.  When I was on Lexapro before it got better and every month wasn't like that. I quit taking it a while back but I am back on it now for around a month and a half or so.  Maybe I need more time on it and then I won't be so affected each month with these emotions.