I am guessing this is a shared problem, but I can think of nothing else other than how I feel. Even when reading a story to my daughter, or watching tv, I am not present...just thinking about whether I feel good or not.
I really have nothing specifically wrong with me, other than I just feel crummy. It is such a vague symptom that I find myself inventing things to look up that might be the cause. Almost everyone around me says I am not myself, and that I look run down and pale. However, every doctor test says I am ok. I just know I struggle to do anything too active, and am constantly worried about making plans because I am worried I wil feel run down or not well.
I don't really fear a terminal disease is going on here, just pretty convinced something is causing me to feel this poor for so long. I am just so frustrated I don't feel better.
I am trying to determine whether continuing to see if anything is actually causing this. Or if it is simply anxiety over how I feel. Or some bit of depression.
Something has not been right for about three months. Trying to get some advice whether to continue with the doctor, a therapist, who.