The cardio did not tell me when to follow up., he jux said kiv and to report sick if symptoms worsen. Some ppl got MVP related anxiety disorder, some the opposite. I read in many website that most research agree that they are link one way or another.. I googled n googled, worry n worry until my eyes n mind are tired. The worst an anxiety sufferer can find out is that the symptoms are no longer imaginary but triggered by "real" things .. I think most of us here are not afraid to die, becos life is unpredictable .. But most of us here is afraid to suffer the symptoms than dying straight away.
I don know y I'm talking like this. I got friends who drink smoke eat like nobody business n yet had no bodily symptoms .. Even if they have some health issues,most of them are aldy older of age and no longer too bothered by them jux follow medical advices .. Unlike some of us here, always follow by the book, and suffer terrible disorder jux becos of "bad genes" . I'm beginning to accept that life is aldy destined. Of cos I still encourage everyone to seek medical care early whether symptoms are real anot... But I try to accept life as it is.. Fighting anxiety is ANXIETY! So I'm really tired mentally .. Googling for years on different symptoms .. Spending lots of money on medication.. Avoiding lotsa food that most ppl enjoy, avoid places that most ppl like , eventually still didn't live better than others... Stopping ourself to do all the things that most ppl enjoy example ,certain food, avoiding crowds, n other things that would trigger my symptoms , yes indeed stopping myself from enjoying certain activities did lower my symptoms, but so did my level of happiness .. So the more symptoms u have lesser the lesser happiness I have... I damn tired fighting this disorder....I guess I'm going to accept fate as it is..