Welcome to the forum. You are now a member of our community, where you will find support and advice from other members in similar situations. It's always nice to find someone else who understands, and to know you're not alone.
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Molly, it sounds like you are experiencing social anxiety. There are many here at AZ that also have this, so I'm sure you will find support and comfort here.
Good luck to you , and again, welcome to AZ.