House is in foreclosure for a second time. (I managed to get a work out package the 1st time, not so much this time)
Dec. 11, car accident, not our fault, but still fighting with the other party's insurance company. Still dealing with minor injuries. My hips and knees (where went into steering column) Hubby still having issues as well.
Two weeks after the accident, hubby fell down 4 concrete stairs that were covered in ice. So he is still dealing with pain from that.
Yesterday, hubby lost his job. So we only have health insurance for 1 month.
I am only getting 13 hours at my "real" job, and my other 4 are all contract based. Unfortunately, haven't been getting much in contract work.
My birthday is Sunday. I have always HATED my birthday. (Don't really want to get into all the details here just yet) but I BEGGED people to not acknowledge it.
And this is only for the past 2-3 months. Honestly, I can't get the thought out of my head that I must have done something horrendous in either a previous life or in this life to deserve the never ending mountain of pressure on my shoulders.
I am sure that a lot of my problem is that my new counselor has change all my meds around at once. I have not been sleeping well. Right now I'm just looking a tunnel of darkness. I see no light. I've been in this place before but I don't remember it being this bad.