Right so, as i've explained in previous posts i've got some issues with asymmetric tonsils and an enlarged lymph nodes on the right side and the left size of roughly 0.5cm, in addition i experience discomfort on the right side when swallowing ever since i had tonsillitis last year at the end of october. Now i've seen two ENTs about this issue of mine both of which were 100% certain that it's not a malignancy but seeing as this has been dragging on without any improvement, i foolishly decided to visit the ER last night hoping they'd get me a scan. Instead i spoke to some student, who seemed like she might have been a couple of years older than me at the most, i'm 20. She said that to her it feels normal, the lymph nodes, there has been no change since the last ENT examined me which was mid november and then asked me whether i feel reassured. So i said, in your opinion could this be lymphoma, hoping to hear something like the ENTs had said. Instead she goes, well it feels normal but i cannot be certain that it is no malignancy, so i said how certain are you that it's not, and she goes 90%. My god, i could feel my heart skip a beat so violently i almost fainted... Well anyhow after that i somehow dragged myself home in a total daze, popped a benzo and slept for 12 hours straight but at some point you gotta wake up and i'm in shreds atm... Hate myself for going to the ER last night, i'm such an idiot... I'd really appreciate some support guys, i need it.