I can't move forward. My life is moving like quicksand and I'm so far gone into myself I don't know how to get out. I've never felt caught between anxiety and derealization like this before. Nothing feels real, but I can feel anxiety clearly. My warped mentality is swallowing up all of my time, and the days are passing quickly, but I'm moving slowly. All I want to do is listen to music and exercise. I've been doing both, but I still can't get out of this funk. It's like I'm in a tomb with anxiety and pain as my only company. I want to cry, but my eyes are dry.
What's wrong with me? Is any of this making sense? Is anyone out there?