I'm 23 and my bf is 29 we have been together for almost 4 years. I used to suffer from depression, psychosis and anxiety. I made a full recovery at 19. I can understand how my partner feels and I do make the mistake of forgetting since he hides it extremely well. The past couple of months have been extremely hard. He will overthink situations a lot, recently I've become scared of this. Example: Stopped at a service station to use the toilet, a man was at the register buying m'ms and energy drink he was counting his change. It was late and I jokingly said looks like something suss... And proceeded to walk in, he tries to stop me but I ignore it and come back after everything went fine. He tells me I disobeyed him ( I have never heard him say this ) them begin to say what if I'd been shot my family would blame him. I could not calm him down. A few days ago I couldn't afford to go camping and had to help my mother paint. He proceeds to tell me I f**ked everything up and now he has to pay for everything and begins to bring up unpleasant memories. I'm running thin, he isn't seeking help (has tried but meds made him suicidal) he won't agree to couples counselling. I haven't spoken to him for a few days and he hasn't tried to contact me. I need advice..