I'm jordan and I'm a 20 year old male from Arizona.
Recently I have had some throat and neck problems that is making me fear the worse, cancer.
It started about 3 weeks ago with a sore throat on on the left side. It felt like there was a lump in my throat every time I swallowed. This alone was terrifying. It hurt to even move my tounge. I went to urgent care and they have me moxacillian telling me it was tonsillitis. The next day the throat pain was almost completely gone.
This is where the real problems started.
Let me just tell you that I am a rapper/singer. I am on my come up in Arizona and I've been told I'm the best at what I do and have extraordinary talents that will get me places. This is my main objective for life and it's something I work on every day.
When the sore throat vanished, I still felt the lump sensation on the left side and I get random surges of pain in that exact location. When I compare both sides of my neck I can feel a lump in the exact spot the pain is originating from. 2 days after the soreness went away and I noticed the lump, my voice became to grow very hoarse. So hoarse it hurts to rap or sing. Even when I try I can't hit high notes anymore and my rap voice sounds extremely raspy. This is the most devastating part for me. Music is my life and now I can't even do it. It's been a week and a half since my hoarse voice and lump came. The lump is right under the jaw on the left side (under the chin to the left) my guess is that the lump is causing pressure agaisst my voice box which is causing the hoarseness .
I made an appointment with my normal doctor and she felt my neck and she wasn't worried about the lump at all but told me to make an appointment with an ENT doctor. My appointment with her is in 5 days.
I do not smoke tobacco at all and I drink alcohol maybe once every couple weeks.
I do smoke marijuana every day though.
All the pain was where the lump was until yesterday.
I took my first hit of dab (which is a pure THC concentrate made from burned down marijuana) and it was so harsh it felt like my throat was bleeding. The rest of the night I couldn't even talk at all and k completely regretted taking the hit. And every since then I have pain right behind my Adam's apple and the hoarseness is worse. I'm done smoking weed until I have this issue resolved.
To sum it up. I'm scared to death I have cancer of the larynx. My voice is my career and I'm so scared that my hoarseness won't go away. If it doesn't, my talent is wasted and possibly my life.
I can't wait until my appointment with the ENT I'm
Just so anxious. Can anyone tell me what they think is going on with me?