I've had what I was told was a swollen lymph node under my arm for like a month, that I know of at least. I fought it and didn't feel it yesterday and today now it feels like I have 2 swollen nodes. I was at the er about a week ago for a decent sized boil on my face and I'm on cephalexin for that. I had the er doc feel the node, and he said it wasn't cancer probably just swollen from deodorant. I didn't use deodorant for like maybe 5 days but then started using it again. I also have ringworm on my arm but I got over the counter stuff for that. Even though he literally said "its not cancer", when he felt it, I mean er docs are kinda rushed so what if he's wrong. I feel like I'm dying, I'm about ready to write a will that's how bad my anxiety is over this. I'm certain I have lymphoma at the moment, I am 26 years old and I am going to die. Now my muscles feel sore on the side with the node/s swollen, I have heart palpitations sometimes, my chest hurts and I feel like there is a knot in my throat. I felt there but I can't feel anything, I figure the cancer has spread all over my body though. I feel achy all over, I get headaches. Currently I can't go to the doctor because of problems with my Medicaid, I'm so afraid of being hospitalized because I am also agoraphobic. I can leave the house for short periods of time if I don't go very far but that's all and I panic when I have to stay away too long. The swollen nodes are on the opposite side of the boil and ring worm, which makes no sense so it must be cancer. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to leave my family and friends behind, there are still things I want to do in life. I just feel so scared and hopeless right now.