a song to sum it up..

[sadgirl]

ive found the perfect song to sum up my life and how i feel, it fade to black by metallica:
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

does anyone else a song that sums up there feelings?

[apple]

This used to be me a long time ago.  I thought if I could just make it till 18 I would be ok.  18 is legal age here.  When I finally left home  and grew up enough to get help without consent from anyone...I did therapy and meds.  I found my way back into life.  I finally saw I could make it on my own.  My daughter however was my life change.  I had someone who depended on me and I was needed in this life.

I'm so sorry you feel this way    No one deserves to feel this lost.  There is hope tho hunny.  You can climb out of this dispair and feel ok.  I wish young people could get the help they need when they need it.  Not to be swept under the carpet until they are old enough to so called "matter". 

Dont give up yet.  Keep looking for the help.  no matter how often you dont get the response you need.  One day you will find the right councellor or therapist that understands and will help you.  Then you can find your wings and fly.

[mommy_2_4_babies]

Great song and I know how you feel but u just have 2 take the good days with the bad and sometimes there are gonna b more bad just remember we are here 4 u though 

[AmInormal?]

Please talk to us.  Don't hurt yourself.  I've been there with the scar to prove it.  I beg you to talk to someone.  Please.  We are here for you. 

[KevinMF]

great song and great example

[Wolf Dreamer]

ive found the perfect song to sum up my life and how i feel, it fade to black by metallica:

Remember, no matter how bad things get, there is always the chance of a happier tomorrow.  And no matter how bad your life is, death certainly won't be an improvement.

The last thoughts of many people is to stop thinking about the future, focusing on then and there, overwhelmed with their sorrow, and then rushing out to do something they often don't live to regret.  Hmm... 0119 is the one thing people seldom live to regret.  Attempted 0119 I should say.  Whatever.

Many have suicidal thoughts constantly, when they are forced to be exposed on a regular basis to abusive people.

[ento23]

The entire album Alternative 4 by Anathema summed up my life when I was a senior in college (2001-2).  I had paralyzing anxiety (but didn't realize it was that), was alone (my friends had deserted me), depressed, drank to dull the pain of life, hated my life, and everyone around me.  The following two songs would describe that place in time:

3. Empty

Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust
from my face another morning black Sunday
coming down again.. coming down again
Empty vessel empty veins
empty bottle wish for rain that pain again
wash the blood off my face the pulse from my brain
And I feel that pain again

I'm looking over my shoulder cause millions
will whisper I'm 0669 again
Maybe I'm dying faster but nothing ever last I
remember a night from my past when I was
stabbed in the back and its all coming back
And I feel that pain again

I abhor you I condemn you cause this pain
will never end you got away without a
scratch and now you're walking on a lucky
path I have to laugh but you'd better watch
your back

there's pathetic opposition they're the
cause of my condition I'll be coming back
for them I've a solution for this sad
situation nothing left but to 0473 again
Because I'm so empty

4. Lost Control

Life.. has betrayed me once again
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony
and it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end,
I've realized what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control
Lost control...

I had brought up these songs (actually I sang them) to my therapist quite recently.  Kind of a final purge of these thoughts and feelings.  Right now I am so far from that place in my life.  I made it through that senior year and eventually was admitted to grad school.  I'm less than a year away from getting my MS.  Don't ever give up hope.  That courage, that strength, is inside each one of us.  Dig deep to find it; it's there.  When you make it through all of this, you'll come away stronger.  You will have faced and conquered the greatest of challenges.  Things will get better.  Trust me.  Please PM me if you need to.