Anyone get this. The depression is having a great day today, it makes me lose interest in everything including my health and when you lose interest in your health and get a symptom of course it doesnt worru you as much because you want to die anyway, BUT, now im just about having anxiety attacks from not worrying about the symptom, infact im so worried about not worrying about the symptom that its really concerning me, does ayone get this worrying about not worrying symptom? Ive had a day full of anxiety today, head pains etc, agitated, anger, frustration, feeling worthless, feeling scared, feeling unwanted, feeling do i end it all now and how would i do it then feeling scared because of thinking about that, wanting nothing to do with anyone at all and caring about my health less and less everyday, hoping that tomorrow ill be dead. I feel so scared right now, i just want to cover my self up in my bed and hide. And not only that, about 3 hours ago i was driving along and there was something on the road and instead of driving around it I drove over it and destroyed whatever it was, then i start freaking out I may have just killed someone (it wasnt a person, it was just a box or something) so i had to drive around the block to see what i ran over and then when I got back to the road again the thing was gone, then I started worrying even more, WTF was it, why did i not drive around it, when i drove over it some people were standing on the side of the road and looked very angry at me, was it something important? was it a living thing? OMG I should have just driven around it. And then tonight I just want to cry but I cant, but i want to cry about people dieing and how scared i feel, nothing to do with what happened today, these days i feel like crying nearly everyday because i cant take the stress of living anymore.