So, I was diagnosed with GAD about 6 years ago or so when I first went to the neurologist for issues that included tingling in the extremities/face/head, dizziness, balance issues, etc. Recently I've been having all of these worse than ever along with stomach upset, restless leg symptoms, trembling, muscle spasms, ringing in the ears, difficulty concentrating and remembering things, constant pressure in my head, blurred vision, constant sleepiness. I'm convinced that I have MS or Parkinson's or something like that, but I guess that comes with the territory when you have GAD. I just constantly feel like I'm in a horrible dream...everything feels foggy and disconnected. I feel like it's affecting my work. I'm a software engineer and it requires a lot of concentration and focus along with some pretty long hours.
Can all of this really be GAD?? I just feel like it's never going to get better and I'm so sick of feeling so horrible every single day. There are some days that I just feel like taking a bunch of pills and ending it all. I would never do this, because I think that 0119 is never the way out, but it's just how I feel some days. I feel like there's no point in even trying to get into a relationship with anyone because no one would want to put up with all of my (perceived) illnesses and I feel like I'm too genetically broken to ever reproduce and that if I ever did have a child him/her would be afflicted with all of the stuff that I think I have.
I just feel like I'm going crazy and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not even 30 years old...I shouldn't feel like this.