I am not sure what to do I have really put myself in a horrible situation. A year and a half ago I have to get rabie shots which consisted of 4 shots due to possible exposure, well right after that I had another exposure at animal control and had to get a booster which was 2 more shots. I was so upset I stopped my volunteer work with animals. I was already anxious and scared and to make things worse a year later which is now 2013 I descided I wanted my vaccination records from the hospital. So I got them and when I looked them over it did not state that the last booster shot I got was actually given. I tried to think back and remember but I was in such an anxious state and so out of it I couldn't honestly remember. Of course this freaked me out so I went to my doctor he looked it over and also found it to be odd. I panicked totally freaked out and said I need another booster if they messed up..he said well let wait a few days until we can find out from records office. I took it upon myself like an idiot to go to the ER and lie and say May have been exposed again so I asked
For the booster and got 1 shot. I realized I had panicked and told them the truth. So I didn't get the last shot or full booster. I am so so angry and upset at myself for panicking and getting that extra shot I didn't need. Now I fear I could have infected myself with rabies and gotten to many boosters. I let my anxiety and panic disorder get the best of me and I am living in fear that I will die now bc what of the virus in that shot wasn't kille like it should of been, I had 7 shots in total including the last one I didn't need and I fear it's all to much. I don't no what to do I in a constant fear and anxiety and I hate myself for doing this.