Hi I am 29 year old female, " new to the board
" I have had anxiety for 13 years, but I just cant accept what the doctors say.
I was diagnosed with Minere's, but I don't have vertigo, I have dizziness that runs up in right ear, feels like runs into eyes, also the kindof dizziness where you feel like your going to fall out are you are on a rocking boat. I have had this about 6 years now. They did all the required test, I know I have had 15 MRI'S 2 were of the whole body, one was after my C-section, one of the heart, lungs with dye, and the rest brain and sinus cts. I have had all the required blood work because the dizziness seems to come around my menstrual which is really crazy I will go from having it every month to missing 2 month but when I miss the two months I feel great! I also have chest aches right under the breast I have had this ever since I have had anxiety so 13 years I have had every test except being cath, and that is almost every year. I also shake a lot, I just don't know what is going on with me I get eye twitches and feel like I am losing my vision cause when I got into certain light I feel like I can not focus. My symptoms constantly change and all throughout the years, I have been to very low points to were I wasn't having any anxiety for almost a year. I am just at my breaking point once again. I have developed acrophobia in the last two years from a incident that I felt trapped and started having a panic attack and could not leave ever since that day I barely can drive to the store up the road some days and it seem so trigger a lot of my dizzy symptoms. It is so awful I use to run to the doctors, now I have force myself to go, and I am scared I am missing a horrible disease, I know it is better not to run to the doctor but to have anxiety and be a hypo and the acrophobia on top on it I feel like I am losing control of my life. I have a 5 year old son, I feel like is missing out on life because of my problems, me and my husband are divorcing. If anyone can relate to this long crazy message please do I feel very alone.
I typically think I have tumors, MS, seizures, cancer...heck I think I had it all!!!!!!