My mind has entered hyperdrive. After finding a blanching red dot inside my palm-wrist, I've ended in the dark side of medical websites. I kept thinking about the symptoms listed and could only hold back tears.
I don't know what's going on. I noticed I've had new teensy hair growing in places I don't remember (but not on my face) and I could only cry seeing my mother has no hair where I do. My dad is sort of hairy in the arms and outer thighs but he's a man so it's natural right??? I don't know if I can mark it as hirstuism or something just yet...I don't have obvious hair on my chest or back. Just upper arms and outer thighs and I'm chinese! I had my period last month but I missed the one before that but I had one before the missed one. I concluded I miss my period when I'm under a lot of anxiety and can't relax.
It doesn't help I feel like I've lost muscle weight from being a home-worker. I've got a bigger flab of tummy but not round-pregnant looking in the stomach. I've got stretch marks everywhere but they've gone skin-colored over the years, and small. I hear cushing's has big obvious purple marks reaching around and a red round face.
I don't know...is it because I'm chubby or something is happening to me? I don't recall ever having bruising and I feel like I'm only 'weak' because I haven't lifted anything heavy in centuries.
The only clear something is having teensy cherry angioma like rash things that popped on my arms, around where I can see I've scratched because some scars haven't left just yet. What's happening to me? How do you know your skin isn't thin? I've changed soaps and I'm not as itchy, plus rainy season finally stopped.
There was a case that my WBC was slightly elevated back in April but other websites have different ranges and I fell on normal in some of them. Oh my god is this finally leukemia???
Please, what is this...a blood condition? A tumor? My brain finally making my body break down? Why am I suddenly putting two and two together?