This isn't really HA related that much, but I have always gotten a ton of help from you guys on this board, so I figured I would post it here. I apologize if anyone gets upset that I posted this here.
So here's my issue.
I'm getting married in five short weeks. I have been with my fiance for almost 8 years, and have been looking forward to this day since I can remember. But now that it's so close, everything is freaking out. We're from a suburb of Chicago, but we moved to California a few years ago. We're going back there to get married, but we are going home at seperate times due to his work schedule. I hate HATE flying and have never flown by myself, so I am freaked about that. We also have a cat that we're bringing with us. We flew her with us in May and she did absolutely fine, so I shouldn't be worried about her. But of course, I am. So there's that.
Then there's the fact that his mother is crazy and is literally doing everything to make this wedding about her and is trying to take stuff away from us. (He's her only kid, so I get it, but still.) She is adding to my stress level. We have tried talking to her, but she is very stubborn. If she doesn't get what she wants, you're pretty much in deep crap.
I finally had a meltdown yesterday at my fiance. It was over the stupidest thing, but I just lost it.
I have been having these bad spaz outs in my back, i've woken up at like 2 every night for the past 2 weeks and can't go back to sleep. I am crazy anxious and was just looking for some words of advice!!!