God I know your not to blame, but this is driving me insane.
Anxious thoughts and constant fear, I just wish you were here.
To feel what I am going through and take it all away, every night I talk to you all I do is pray.
Asking for your guidance and help for me to heal, I need you more then ever, please tell me this ain't real.
It feels like a living nightmare my world is torn apart, I sit here as I write, pouring from my heart.
I can't escape my mind, its running all the time, the only relief I get, is sleeping and these rhymes.
Im worried about the present, past and future too, worrying is not me, now its all I do.
I used to feel happy, energetic and free, now I am frustrated, this is not me.
How did this ever happen, how did it get so bad, please god I beg you for the life that I once had.