I just wanted to write a quick post about the fact that I am doing very well. I have learned to accept that I can not control certain things. I have learned to accept that I will die one day, hopefully when Im old. I have learned to accept that I might get cancer one day, which is my fear, but that does not mean I will die from it. I have learned that as I approach 40, things are going to go wrong, and I have to accept that. I have decided that I want to be happy and Im tired of being unhappy. Last but not least I do have medication, if I get really anxious but have not had to use it in weeks. I hope that we can all get better. I was just so tired of seeing everyone else happy, while I worry about what ifs.