Pressure On Chest Area: For about two days now, I have been feeling this tight feeling on the middle of my chest right above my stomach, and it is really irritating. It doesn't hurt. I have no pain or anything, but it is annoying. It's almost like something is pressing down on my chest making it a bit more difficult to breath. Not that much, because I am still able to move about without gasping for air or anything. I'm really scared that this might keep getting worse and that soon I may not be able to breath at all. o.O I have noticed that this tight feeling does get worse when I stress about it. When I get distracted with something I don't even notice it, till I suddenly remember about it again, and BAM the tight feeling comes back. I hope I don't have Lung Cancer or something since my dad smokes way too much outside the house and I think the smoke still manages to reach me.
Brain Tumor: I've had this worry for more than a year now. It started when I began to notice more floaters in my eyes, a lot of glare, halos, and now a lot of afterimages. Well, I've always had afterimages, but they're much more evident now. I've gotten my eyes checked many times and they've all told me that my eyes are completely healthily and normal. That is why I began to think that I may have something in my brain because what else could be causing vision changes? I've told a doctor once about a brain tumor fear and he made me do some balancing things with my feet and gestures with my hand, and he said that I don't seem to have anything tumor, and that it is not worth blasting my brain with radiation for a scan if it's going to come back normal anyway. I believed him, and I was okay for a few months up until a few weeks ago, when I began to hear the ringing in my ears much, much more. I've always had it, but I had to focus to actually hear the ringing, now it's like there all the time, and out of the blue either of my ears will go slightly deft for a few seconds before slowly being able to hear again. It never lasts more than 10 seconds, but it is worrying me. And it happens probably twice every week. Even right now as I am typing this I'm like constantly focusing and worrying about the ringing. Going blind and deaf is one of my BIGGEST FEARS. Probably every since I watched that one movie when I was little about a girl who was blind and deaf, she became famous or something. I don't remember the name but I remember that after I watched it I began to worry about it since at the time I thought that the static vision I had was a sign of me going blind, but now I know that many people also see this, and the ringing in my ear I believed was me going deaf, too. Now I blame it all on a possible brain tumor. :/
Throat Cancer: This fear just started a few months ago when I began to notice a pain in the right side of my throat. I would feel this pain every time I swallowed or laughed, but never when speaking, or if I kept still. It happens maybe about 4 times every month. If I press down on the skin while I have this pain, and swallow, it doesn't hurt, if I release it, and swallow it starts hurting again. I'm scared that it might be throat cancer. I don't smoke or do any drugs at all, nor drink alcohol, but I still think it might be due to cancer. Lately I've also had a bit of sharp pains around the very back of my tongue almost down the throat. It will hurt for about 20 seconds then go away. I told the nurse this a month ago or so about this pain, she made me open the back of my mouth and looked inside with her bare eyes, never did she stick any special tools or anything in there, and all she said that she did notice my tonsils a bit sore, but nothing more, at the time when I went with her I didn't have the pain in my right side of the throat, but I did tell her about it, that's why she looked. She said to call whenever I get the pain again, which I have, but I haven't called because all she's gonna do is make me open my mouth again and do nothing else. How does she not know that I have cancer back there or not? I don't think you can see cancer by just looking inside with just your eyes. She also said it could be allergies, I want to believe this because my nose is runny a lot lately. Not enough to make me carry around Kleenex, but I do sometimes feel fluid running down my throat. I just don't know.
I live in constant fear from all these things that I may or may not have. Probably why I got the Shingles about a month ago, due to the constant stress. Shingles was really bad, and if I keep stressing out, I may just get the Shingles again, and I really don't want that to happen because it is AWFUL! Got it behind my neck and around the left side of my shoulder. Left the back of my neck just a tad numb, and I have a bit of the itch still. My Dr. said she wanted me to see a therapist, but I never called her either. I just don't believe that will do any good. My cousin who is the same age of me  killed herself just a few weeks ago by hanging herself. She did it because she suffered from depression. Friends kept saying how she was always there for others, but she wouldn't let them be there for her, and she just killed herself, leaving behind her kid. I on the other hand have fallen into depression in the past due to my brain tumor worries, but I'm actually afraid of dying. I dunno why if we all have to go at some point. I just rather die old and in my sleep, not from some cancer or tumor, or some tight chest feeling. :/