I'm new to this site. So i will i will explain a little about myself and why i am here. I have suffered from panic and depression since i was a little girl. When i was little i remember watching tv just to stay awake all night, i didnt want to go to sleep. I was afraid of death. As i got older that fear got better, After i had my first son , i had a major anxiety attack that brought me to the ER, they gave me antidepressants, helped greatly, until i became pregnant again. I am now a wife and mother of four children. I went off meds 6 months ago, because they started not to work. I feel i have tried so many meds and wondering why they arnt working are the wrongfully diagnosing me? I am stuck in the house unless my husband is around, Im not able to drive, i hate being by myself too. I am suppose to have an orientation tommorrow for a new job, but i cant even drive. Its starting to effect everyone in my life and hard for them to understand, i feel so alone. I want my life back, just seems to be getting worse. my mind is always going about crazy things. I feel as its even turned into a driving phobia. i was laso diagnosed with ptsd. Someone please tell me you understand, and good med suggestions and therapies?