Hi everyone. I posted on here a few times when I was having problems on zoloft. A little back story: I have been dealing with awful hypochondria for over a year now. It started with a swollen lymph node that I saw multiple doctors for and had many tests done to see what it was. This went on for months, and it ended up being a wisdom tooth causing it. I swore for months I had lymphoma. Then I swore I had MS when I was put on a high dose of zoloft too quickly and was feeling dizzy and completely out of it. Then I had lower back pain and thought I had terminal cancer. The list goes on and on for over a year now. 8 weeks ago, I found out I was pregnant and was taken off zoloft completely at around 10 weeks. I went through basic withdrawal symptoms for about 3 weeks, brain zaps, body aches and pains, bad depression, heightened anxiety. I was a real mess and my hypochondria came back full blown. I thought I had MS with the brain zaps. I was in the ER with cramping and thought I was miscarrying. I was out jogging 2 weeks ago and had a bad head pain, I was dehydrated and it was very hot out, and probably pushing myself too much. That morning on TV I saw a story about a girl who was fine one day, and the next having surgery for a brain tumor. I thought the story didn't stick with me, but when I had the head pain, I almost fell in the street in panic thinking I had a tumor or was having an aneurysm. The next day the sharp pain was gone, but I couldn't stop thinking about it, and started having headaches, not nearly as bad as the one I had but they were there. That's when I was convinced I had a tumor or something. My OBGYN said headaches are so common in the 1st trimester especially when dehydrated, but I still can't get over it. The headaches aren't even bad now, but I always wear a ponytail and it's weird, but it feels like my hair is being pulled behind my ponytail. It happens when my hair isn't up sometimes and gets worse as I panic about it. I tried to describe it to my therapist and he thinks i'm causing it, like I have done so many times. I am such a mess and cry all the time, my husband is sick of it, my parents don't know what to do. I am supposed to enjoy this time being pregnant and I am riddled with fear, anxiety, depression, I don't know what to do. Anyone ever been through anything like this? Did you ever cause yourself pain from focusing on it so much?? Sorry for the long post, I'm lost here.