THank you all for your answers. Ever since I had a still birth at full term in January 2012 I am a constant freak out that something will happen to my other kids. My baby died of a cord accident and I had such a bad feeling something was going to happen before it did and the doctors said not to worry hes a happy baby and then before I know it hes gone. I don't want to lose another child and I am so so scared. I picked up the cancer fear, I don't know where it came from as cancer does not run in my family or do I know many people who have had it, I am just so worried that my kids are going to get it, or I am going to get it and no doctor will believe me and we will die. I know it sounds stupid but I cant kick the fear. And since my 15 year old has this lump above his ankle when I google it says bone cancer. I cant eat, cant sleep I am just fearing the wost. I hate this and no matter how hard I fight it I cant get better.